the power of CHANGE !!! (in the different mean)

I've tried to be consistent !! but it's not (not yet)
jangankan dalam hal milih jurusan, hari ini mau ngapain aja sering ga ke planning. kadang udah plan, eeeeeeeeh ada aja gangguan sekitar, ini itunya susah dijelasin
heran, orang lain aja bisa kenapa gue kagak? -_-
need more motivation guys. sometimes, i feel so lonely. in the fact, it's not true ! they know what i am, they know what i want. but the detention is .. it's from my self ! (oke, this matters was come from me again). it's so hard for me to positive thingking to everyone, to you all !! sure, i don't know wadda feel but, often along day i feel so angry !!!!!!! (i can't open my self to be saying the real) i've try to be let all so flow, and i'll try to be calm for UN and snmptn ! calm = let it flow = focus = study hard = grab PTN !! jujur, sering keganggu sama keadaan sekitar, padahal sebenarnya mereka ga terlalu ngeganggu (bingung kan?). okelah, sorry for my worst attitude in a few days of this month. i'll try to change ! I MUST CHANGE MY SELF FROM KNOW , sorry all ~

FIGHT FIGHT FIGHT !!! :D